Monthly Archives: September 2008

“Real” Beauty

I just spent the last two hours watching videos on youtube. Videos of photoshop transformations where a really plain or even ugly girl or woman is made into something she clearly is not. Flawless skin, intense sparkling eyes, perfectly shaped body. Videos of models, really skinny models. Videos titled “Real Women” where they were all just fat. And before anyone starts to freak out that I just called the “real women” fat, keep it in for a minute. No, there is nothing wrong with touching up people on photoshop, especially celebrities because there are so many magazines and websites rushing to tell everyone how they really look. Everyone these days knows that hollywood “beauty” is all fake. There are so many models out there who are ridiculously skinny, and yeah some people think it looks good. Yes, there are many models out there, plus sized models, who are big and yeah some people think it looks good. But you know what? It’s not right. I think they are all ugly. Even if someone is the nicest person in the world, has a great personality, a beautiful face. It doesn’t matter, because if they are super skinny, or fat, I will undoubtedly judge them a little bit on that. Sure people can judge me all they want for saying that. But I don’t care. Because in my opinion being really skinny is UNHEALTHY and being fat is UNHEALTHY. Face the facts. Most of these people are doing nothing about it. Nothing to make themselves healthy. I don’t care if they have a “disease”. In my mind, anorexia or bulimia is NOT a “disease”. Do you know what the definition of disease is?

1. a disordered or incorrectly functioning organ, part, structure, or system of the body resulting from the effect of genetic or developmental errors, infection, poisons, nutritional deficiency or imbalance, toxicity, or unfavorable environmental factors; illness; sickness; ailment.

Being retarded and starving yourself because you think you look fat is NOT a disordered or incorrectly functioning organ, part , structure, or system of the body. NO IT’S NOT. It’s because you are retarded and think that for some reason you need to resemble a fucking hat rack. There is nothing wrong with your brain, nothing malfunctioning in your brain telling you that you should not eat. It’s your conscious. Same with people who are fat. Don’t go and blame it on genetics, don’t go and blame it on some sort of “condition” that you have. It’s your fault. You can see yourself. You KNOW that it’s not healthy, yet most overweight people do nothing to try and help themselves. Sure, you can feel completely confidant in how you look and that’s great. But this isn’t about liking your body. This is about being healthy. And if you LIKE your body, shouldn’t you want to do whatever you can to keep it alive for as long as you can? It boggles my mind. If you’re overweight and you are doing something about it, that is GREAT! I won’t judge you as much. But if you are a hat rack or a whale and you are doing nothing about it, don’t fucking complain when you want to commit suicide. Yes, this is harsh. Exercise. Eat properly. Seriously people, it’s not hard. “ohh I don’t have the time…” MAKE THE FUCKING TIME! Do it! Don’t be a lazy piece of shit and get off your ass and exercise. And MAKE the effort to eat properly. It’s not hard. You know how? All you have to do is NOT BUY BAD FOOD. Only buy good stuff! Then you have nothing else to eat and maybe you’ll eat the good food. Jesus christ, I consider myself a healthy eater. I am not overweight, nor am I a hat rack. But when I eat out I feel SO BAD afterwards because I know how much bad stuff was in the food I just ate. I don’t not eat later on to make it up. I just exercise a bit more.

Anyways, I am way off track now. Fat women are NOT real women. Real women are healthy. And take care of themselves.

♥ Taro   (why don’t the stupid hearts work anymore..)


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Taro and Kevo Blogging=Epic Fail

We are horrible bloggers. Horrible. What a pittiful blog. There is nothing here to read! Sure we get views on our (sorry, I should say MY) posts but you know….we (I) should write more!

Well. Here’s what has gone down in my life. I was told I was removed from my program at college but when I called to get my money back the lady on the phone told me I was confirmed and should be attending classes. I am currently working on getting my money back. I got laid off at work.  I don’t want to be a pastry chef anymore. I feel lost with life a little bit. I kissed Kevo. Many times. Many places. I found a program I am really interested in and want to apply for. Au pairing. In the USA though, not somewhere interesting yet. Maybe next time. I just want to try it out first before going anywhere really far away from home. I have an interview this Sunday in Toronto for it. I am still trying to get my references. I am starting a new blog about my journey. If I don’t get accepted to the program then I will delete the blog.

♥ Taro Bear

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